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[pyrae]

Tomorrow I get my wisdom teeth removed. I don't do well with needles, or surgical procedures, or stuff done to my mouth, or knowing I have a slightly elevated risk of nerve damage. I've got doctor permission to take a xanax 90min before to try to calm myself, but that means i have to be up at 7:45, which is a mixed blessing. More time to get prepared and feel comfortable with what I'm wearing and how clean my teeth are, and more time to think and think and think about what's coming. I should sleep but that'll make the morning come faster.